1/12/2010

my new yayng !-I-A-U-S-M-
<3 mmmuuaahhh <3

LOOOOOOVVVVVEEEEE !
<3<3<3
syggg
trsgtt shukaaaaa sma azlan iskandar !
dy bjya uad ak sukaaa gla sma dy !
heheheheeh;)

hanyutt !

totaly kn angn jiwa ak skunk ! hahaha;)
biaaaaa ahh !nk kta gla kea sawan kea sewel kea xaxau kea papw pon lhaaa ! AD AK KESAH NGEKKK oiit !me my lfe !nobdy2 but me ! its unly me who can manage evrythng bout my life !
;)
<3<3 my life and myself !

Faizal Tahir - Hanyut

29/11/2010

syaza !!! sleepover uamh ak !
hehehe
best2 , syasya rugi xmy !=)
gooooooooooodddddddd newssss 1
found y somebody to love sudaaa !
whhhheeeeeeeee;)
sygg dy moree than evryhng lorhh !

27/11/2010

knduri2 ! at btu frnghhi ! sdapp , tgk org len kawen ak pon jdi tringn , bhahaha:) tpiee xckop umo ag plus ak xdk ilmu lngsung bout dunia yg bsar neyy ! soo , trpksa lhaa ak lpakn dluw niat tuhh . heeeeee ! utk spea yg rpat ngn ak dy akn twu knpa ak ckp cm neyy utk yg xknl ak tlg jgn kta pea2 ! coz anda xtwu sy ag ! uke ?
las nte talk wif him on phone ! janggal gla ! sblom neyy kmi mmng mesra but lpas dy digosipkn dgn tht gal tros ak rsa len na smbangg ngn dy , why eyhh ? buntuu larhh ! sygg dy ag , syggggggg sgttt !tpie.. na uadd cm eaa ? utk ak dpat lpakn dy ! peoples rte ! frst love cannot or hard to be forgotten . :'(
is he the first love ?
nope ! but dy adlh boy prtma yg bjya uat ak rsa sygg gla at dy !sblom ney ad lhaa jgk tpi xlhaa ssah smpy cm ney ! wo aii nie ! sarang nge yeo ! ily ! aku cnta pdamu !
why ? why ? why ? is it soo hardd for me to forget u ehh?
nvm ! ill juz let the tme and stiuation handle it !
ku berserah !
:(

26/11/2010

trimass awk ! awk mncul balek dlm hdop sy , tpie npea wak?? i thought we hve decide not to entertain any of us strt from tht nte kn ? tpiee skunk neyy tba2 jeaa awk mehh balekk ? wak tlglh ! beri sy ruang utk got out of this ntemare !ntemare yg akn sntiasa uadd sy tros-trosn sdeyy ! awk ! sy mmng msihh sygg awk tpie kta mmng xkn dpt be together like before !
awk nk twu stu bnda x??
sy bli perfume yg sma cm awk pkai kt adek sy ! ingtkn mlm smlm sy ad tny bout nk bg hdiah kt org msok sunat ?? sy buntu soo sy bli lhaa hdiah 2 at dy ! ok kot sy rsea !
boly lhaa sy lpskn rndu dgn bau wngian yg awk sukaa tuhh !heeeee:) mmng mlbey but thts the unlyy way darl !
sy mmng pnh jnji xakn tlis about u but this thng mkes me continue writing bout u ! soo sORRY if this post has mke u feel very uneasy with me
but this is the unlyy way to make u hate me!awk,,
sy akn sntiasa sygg awk,rndu awkk !
tpiee awk fhmkn keadaan sy ? awk jgn buat2 xfhm ! sbb sy knl awk. awk seorg yg sgt mmhami sy , dan sbb 2 jgk sy serasi glaa ngn awk !awk ......plssss uke??
kita kwan jeaa ! neither cple nor scndal darll !
we are bestfrnd ! uke??
BFF ?!
;)
awk sy sygg awk !
awk sygg sy lg kea??

-W-O-N-D-E-R-F-U-L-

MY LFEE WAS AWESOME !
wheeeee=) trsa bhagia sgttt ! feel like i hve juz build up a new lfee !
feel like i hve juz wakeup from a long sleep whch is full of bad nitemare !
muahahahahahahaahaha;DDDDD ak dan hdop ak xprlu ingtkn lg ksah2 lma !
alhmdulillah sgtt !
soooooo2 damn happy !
xtao mw say cm nea neyy !

23/11/2010

juz now was -A-W-E-S-O-M-E- !!!
ghahahahaa;D jmp my drug !
dy sgtt chumell !
<3 tht moment sooo muchh !
but aftr tht uad ak cdey balekk coz ak da dga cta dy kim slam at sorng gal neyyy !
ak knl tht gal . my exmate at tusyn dluw !
dy ney mmng POPULAR dgn glarn sapu exboy org. !
nma pon exboy rte??
sooo cannot say muchh lhaa !
pdn mka ak gk !
dluw dk ad leklok dpan mta xety2 na jga !skunk da dy p usik org len ak gk yg nganga !
xpea lhaaa ! mybe ney slah stu cra utk ak lpakn dy??
mybe...ill try to xcept tht !
try to xcept tht he has found somebody to REPLACE my position in his heart..
im happy !
YEEEEESSSSS!exactly . im LYING !acc im hurt. !real hurt..
nvm sygg !
wlaupon neyy mua jdy u will alwys be remembered!
ak tw kao da mla nk hppy.!
sooo ak xmw hlng
troskn.!but ak xsngka plk dgn somebody yg pnh uat cta bout u dan smpaikn to me and buatkn kta gdoh dluw???
hahahaaha
dunia neyy bulat lpa pula.!
soooo ! ak doakn YG TERBAEKK utkmu ya sygg??
mybe this will be the last post bout u..
coz im starting not to talk anything ANYMORE bout u my sygg !
byeee history !
byeeee evrythng bout muhammad firdaus bin nordin <3 U ALWYS!
u will alwys be the best thing tht ever been MINE !
sygggmu smpy bla2 !
dluw kao kta ak SGLANYA !
tpy skunk e2 smua hny ungkpn dusta !
hahaha
feeling mlbey plk mlm neyy !
tpy xpea !
this is the last, forever !
if u need me i will run from the thousand miles away !
ingt 2..
yeaa sygg??
i know u sllu usha blog neyy !
xpea..
ak mmng na kao twu pon..
ghehehe
byeeeee b.!
syg sllu cyg b..
mMuUaAhHxx3!
rmmber tht??
lhaaaa xlpa plk.
u r gonna be somebody else pny lhaaa!
bye2
2 nurul feazidatul liyana jga dy leklok aw.!
2 pon luw fea trima dy..
2 pon law kornk togetha !
anith doakn yg terbaekk utk kornk ky??
dy plk jgn lpa aw..
jnji kta??
ingt ?
kawan smpy mati?
:)
jgn lpa me aw !
as ur frend
coz i wanna be ur frend inneed and ur frend indeed !
luw dpat fea jga dy cm nea dy jga owg dluw or lbey dri 2..
haha

p/s:next post TIDAK AKAN ada dh cta bout dy(mylove) !
story bru,lfee bru,org bru! wakakakakakakakaakaka
:DDDDDD
lIfE gOeS oN !
gotta be strong coz new anith nabila wiil gegarkn dunia !!
muahahabhaahahhahaahahahahaha*ala2 org jht !

22/11/2010

czen2 gue !!

22/11/2010

evry nte once i closed my eyes thres only ur fce tht cme through..
evry day once i wokeup thres only u and our past tht cme to my mind.
whyy ?
it seems to get harder for me to forget u..
yessss !
i admit !
ive gven u all my love ! thts why i cant forget u!
wheeee~~!
im not regret bout it. !
but dear i really hope tht i could forgt u !
coz ur world no longer my world coz we dun share the it 2getha lik b4 syggg !
smetme i hope u will say "i still love u" , !
coz it hard for me say how i luv u !
yes !
my tear is out:'(
its all bcoz of u b ,

18/10/2010

smakin ak mnjauh smakin ak mrsa dktnya.
smakin ak ingn mlpakn smakin ak mngingti..
knp??
the more i want u to get out of my mind the nearer u be..
oh gosshh!!
i miss those time being with u..
i miss those time when u keep wispering love words to my ears..
i need it..
i mean i ADDICTED to it !
whyy??
why am i being tested like this???
b..
syg cyg b ag..
syg tw mua ney jdy bb syg kn??
b xslahh..
sygg careless smpy mua ney jdi..
skunk syg y trseksa..
syg hrap sgt b x marhkn sygg!!
sygg akn sllu cyg b..
akn sllu rndukn mua crita indh kta brsma..
if u need me i'll run from a thousand miles away!
juz for u..!
i dedicate this for u..
b ily and i will nver let u go but if i hve to boy i think tht u should know..
all the love we make can nver be erased. and i promised u tht u will nver be replaced..
on the day come tht i hve to let u go it thnk thres somethng tht i should probably let u know while evryday tht i spend and i will missed it coz im toooooo happy hving at all.!!
krnduan y mlnda pda stiap msa..
blak ini smua akn brakhr??
nth ..
ak brserah kpda TUHAN, !
mngkin ka prlu segera lpaknnnya..
tpi itu adlh suatu y tdk mngkin..
krna prasaan itu msih kuat dlm hati kecel yg tulus mncintaimu cintaku!!!
moga2 suratn yg mndtg tdk akn mngecewakn ak...
aminn!!

17/10/2010

omg!!
smlm rya hji was totally AWESOME!!
best gla kot.
snap2!
kbnykn candid!!
tpi mua pix lwak..
hhehe
sok annual dnner
at flamingo..
ak xdk tugas
soo rlax bnyk..
akn jmp dy(mybe)
hopee sgtt bley jmp dy..
rndduuuuu gla dh neyy!
soo tomolo will be a new story!!

16/11/2010

ak xp skolh as today is the las day.
atooooyy!!
ak tnsiioooonn!!
tdy ak dpat mcj dri dy..wshimg me for hry rya hji esk..
haha
lwakkn??
kmi dua2 cm mlu2 cm xpnh knai sblom neyy
ak mlu sbb mak ak serang dy
dy plk mlu tatw bb pea..
tpie xpa..
u will alwys be in my hart hunny!!
lurv u soooooo muccccchhhh!!!
<3
this fridy myb na pegy jmpny skjp..
wnduuu !!

15/11/2010

wow!!
brita bru.,
dy da ad my REPLACEMENT. !
and im happy to here tht(im crying in deep inside)
as ive told b4..
the same old reason..
i juz cant stop loving u as u are the best thng tht ever been MINE.!
nvm.
i redha.
but when i asked him juz now dy kta xdk..
da ptus hrpn..
soo bia dy dan duniany itu..
ak plk sprti biasa troskn hdop tnpa dy..
insyaAllah ill be fne with it..
:)

10/11/2010

ney sptotny post for 5/10 ary 2..agk trlwat..
soo ENJOYYY!
going through hardship and easy living with you all this while makes me in really difficultness to forgeting you..coz i share tears,laugh,joy,EMPTY,love and everything with you.with you makes me happy..that will never can be said by words..only God knows it..really hoping all those sweet moment could juz dissappear.now u're not more than friend.and i know u are starting to forget me.but it not easy for me .coz for me in 2 month 8 days is sucha long tme..everything u gave and did to me makes me feel it is too DEEP and very LONG!our relationship is too meaningful.!.i feel empty without ur word,mssage,calls!i need it its like my magic potion to make me stop feeling addicting.!..fyi,i will never let u go out of my mind and my litlle small HEART which will alwys thnking and loving u..!bcoz im really not tht strong to did tht.hope we can still be friend and can still meet each others even thre is no more our late tittle as COUPLE!! Even if u have found my replacement as i know tht uve said b4 'ONCE U GET OUT OF MY LIFE ILL STOP LOVING U'!!
tht words mkes me fear to face all my day coming on..but for me as we are not in thth term i will always love u as much as i could!!
coz.., u know want to why???
coz u are my first love thth i will can NEVER forget!!
in this 2 days time tht i never heard any news on u it makes me feel like a cat mother losing her child..i tried not to entertain tht feeling but why it keeps attending in my mind..!WHY???as i am thinking of u.how about u..?mybe u'hve found someone else rte??nvm.i redha..coz i know for u its not to deep or meaningful as u'hve experience ths many tme b4..nvm im happy if u u're happy!(as i smile i smile but deep inside i cry when i see u with others)..i'll pray for ur health,wealth,loveand everythng to be in good situation..!
:'(

8/10/2010

genapp 5 hry!!
ak tlh trpsah ngn fon ak dan dy..
weeee!
good job!ak stll xley lpaknnya..
:(
ak dh kta kn??
ak xkn boly lpakn dy..
soo xpa...
ak akn tros xlpakn dy..
ak nk sgt dy tw ak ak stll cyg dy..
gla kn???
tpie xpa..
biaq dy tw..
!!!!
argggghhh!!
tdy p hosptl!
sprti biasa d usik2 oleh sowng 2..
adk ak ad kt sblh...
adk snyum kt dy..ak uat dunno jea..
dy kat "awt kakak xsnyum skly"
adk ak jwb "kakak sy ney 'BUTA'.'PEKAK','BISU'!!!!
soo dy xnmpk,xdgq,xley nk jwb pea y abg ckp.."
adk ak sgttt bijakk!!
dy 2 trdiam trosss
tabekkk sping la kt adkku..toink toink..!
adk ak cm tw2 jea ak xdk mood nk lyan 2 mua..
soo nice ayt dy..
xpyh d ajaq!!!
hgahaahahahah!
;)

5/11/2010

2 ary lpas ak trsa sgt2 kosong!!!
ak trpksa lpas my one love...
huahuahua.!
sdey ney hnya TUHAN yg twu..
tpi ak pcya one day ak akn jmp smethng yg lbey bek dri 2..rte???
mmng ssah na lpakn dy..
ak akui ak sygg dy sgt2
na tw sbb pea??
sbb dy ney sbaq tramt dgn ak..
da 2 kli ak bg dy kcewa but dy stll tggu ak..
2 yg uat ak sygg dy lbeyy!!
haha
tpi mua 2 ak kna lpakn..
sbb ibuayh lbeyy penting..
syurgaku dbwh tapak kaki ibu..
ak kna jdi ank yg patoh,solehah!!
2 yg penting utk syurgaku!!!
iaitu di FIRDAUSI !!!!
FIRDAUSI!
fidaus xkn dpat ak lpakn dlm msa skunk dn msa2 yg akn dtg..
hope dy ley jmp someine better thn me..
chayookk!!
owg sokng sgla apa yg dy rsa ok utk dy..
cri yg trbaekk..
sbb itu yg trbaekkk.!
will alwys rmmber tht words..!!
ITU YG TERBAEKK!!!
lpas ney xkn ad dh owg akn kta cm 2 at ak..
trpksa ak kosongkn hdop tnpa kta2 comey,mnja dri dy..
NEVER LET U GO B!!!!!
ilysfdm!!